Can we have more than one thing in focus?

Another beautiful sunrise with colours that where thick and dazzled, until I left the house and then thick cloud claimed the light.

I almost explained “How dare you!” to the sunrise, as bizarre as that may seem. Another perfect day for me, but not for others. You see some days I do not feel like I deserve to have God’s blessing. I feel a fraud and like God should just have an end with it and strike me down. Not that God would, His love endures, even on the days were I feel like I will not endure.

Psalm 136

When people are suffering, how can we carry on smiling and getting on with things?

Writing the blog is painful.

Picking the picture feels senseless.

Music doesn’t cheer me up.

Thankfully there is only one option left for me.

To Pray.

Lord, thank you for your love, tonight I cast my downtrodden soul to you. I am sorry for the times I have not served you. Allow me to spend some time with you, but go to the people who need you the most tonight.

Amen